♫ beach memories with them ♫

♫ I went to beach yesterday with Cheah Hooi and Michelle
Teoh. Although we don't really enjoyed but at least I can 
feel the wind blowing my face. It was a great afternoon
as this is the 1st time I go to the beach with my class
mates. Very 1st time. I hope that there will be more
chance to mix with my mates even though we are already
graduated from that school. =]

♫ Forgive my naive ♫

♫

 I am expecting too much. No one is 

perfect,including you. 

You love me with your way, and your 

way make

me think that you are not free for 

me at all. Sorry, forgive me. 

I promise that I will always 

remind myself,no one is perfect, 

including me. Thank you for your

love and patience to me. 

I do appreciate it. =] 

Can't stop thinking the view

when we watched the sunset

together. It was the sweetest moment

in my life. Because of you.

♫ 1/2 sick ♫

 ♫

 I hate this feeling. And every time I got this stupid feeling

my mom will start mumbling. "Wash your clothes! hang it !

fold it ! " And I am going to ask that question to myself 

again. "Why do females need to do houseworks but not

guys? " For me, there is some difference between guys

and girls. Guys? Love his wife and give her secure. Girls?

being protected. But now the concept under my roof is the

other way round. Why? Why don't guys appreciate their 

wives? Will I have this kind of husband ? Well, I sure I will

not. Heyy back to my ill. I got an “ ausell " in my mouth 

since few days ago. And I damn hate that wound irritating

me when I am eating my favorite food ! =[

♫ The ghost must be crazy ♫

♫ I cant believe you tricked me. Just because I don't wanna let you 
know what my heart think. But I feel better now, at least you already
know what am I thinking. Now, its my turn to trick you. Let me think 
what can I do. hmmm. haha. no idea heh ? So, tell me what you think
when you think that its time to tell me. Understand ? I don't wanna 
give you pressure. Okays ? Actually I really enjoyed that movie last
night. You hugged me from the beginning of the movie to the end. 
Until now, when I ever thought of that movie, I love it. know why?
Cause I like to hug inside your arms. ><

♥ I am waiting~~ ♥

♥ waiting for you to come. waiting for you to hold my hand. waiting for

you to give me a hug. waiting for you to come forward and kiss me. I am waiting for you.

I cried just now and I really hope that you'll give me more time. Just a little bit, not much.

I hope that this will be the last time I cry for you. seriously, I love you more than myself.

I always think of hurting myself when I got hurt. but i thought twice, I am not belong to 

myself, I am belong to you. I LOVE YOU

♥ my dear Gabriel ♥

♥ look at that watery eyes......

♥ I love this one..........

♥ Don't cry for me, not worth it ♥

♥ fell in love with me heh? Do you think it's worth it? I don't think so.

Maybe sometimes you do make me smile but, actually, you don't suit me. I am just a kid

who like to cuddle around. I am just a kid who like to share my sadness. I am just a kid who 

need another pair of ears who can hear from me. I am just a kid, who need love. And seriously,

you are surely not that person of  mine. YES, I do need a Christian husband. But, what I need

more now is, a person who I can share my things with and share his problems with. = /

Do you understand? Don't be sad anymore. Don't cry for me,  not worth it.

♥ I am who I am ♥

♥ Its Monday again, and I need to go to school as well. As usual , the assembly 

was held. After the sick assembly ,  I went back to my classroom without Christina. Actually, she's

absent. Quite bored without her. But sometimes, I feel that its good without her too. I discuss 

about our badminton plan with Clar. yeah~ I'm going to hit the shuttle again this week. Not to 

forget about that insident ,  one of my friend fell off when she was trying to get down from the toilet

bowl. buahahahaha >< Cause I think she was focusing on moaning instead of watching her foot

steps. So funny. After school I went to Tanjung to get rid of my tuition problem, and I was 

quarreling with my mum ! WTF ! What the hell was happening ? What was she thinking? 

She was insisting to send me today , but I refused. That was why we quarreled there. And guess

what ? That bustard clerk was looking at us. Does my mum knows anything about face? She may be

willing to lose her dignity, but seriously I AM NOT. I am who I am XD

♥ Boring Sunday ♥

 ♥

another boring day begins, guess what ? its Sunday. 

And I believe almost everyone have their own "schedule".

I hate weekends. =[ . Actually I was planning to go jogging 

with Pearly but someone woke up late and I am forced to 

give up the whole plan. What the? What am I doing actually?

But until now, I think its fine. Why? I am alone in the house!

whoo hoo! ALONE. I can sleep the whole day. I can online the

whole day! I can do anything! Except shopping. Preferring 

online shopping nowadays. That's what Puan Boey taught,

e-shopping. Sigh* Boring. How about Gabriel ? yeah, he's fine.

He's the cutest friend I have in my whole life. I love him. <3 

♥ keep you f**** mouth quiet ♥

♥ pls keep your fucking mouth quiet for once can't you? 
I hate you!every day every time you are mumbling and 
shouting to me! What am I suppose to do under your roof ?! 
I am now asking you for once! Tell me now or else 
I will not tell you anything about myself ! And 
stop blaming Terence for he knows nothing from me ! 
I am blaming, because you are blaming! You are 
my mum,not my mother! And you have your choice 
not to hear from me! You are too old to hear 
my heart. Seriously, I hate to talk to you! 
And I mean it. So, SHUT UP!!

♥ to English please...♥

♥ and again, I spent my whole Saturday afternoon with my gabriel & 
my dear laptop. And I called him just a few times, cause, as usual, 
He is so busy of his daddy. WTF is going on with me?
 Why am I crying almost everyday? 
Excuse me? Am I mature enough to think stuffs like those adults? 
By that time,I believe he will ignore me more. 
A bustard message me in private chat box,
and praise that my boobs are nice ? Who the hell is he? 
And why am I having him in my friends list? 
Regretting of accepting friends without looking through 
their profiles. Damn it! here he message me again ><"